October
2008
1 year ago today
Its hard to believe that exactly 1 year ago today the journey to having a prem became a reality. It is really not as easy to deal with as i thought it would be. Why should i feel so sad, he was 33 weeks after all…so yeah a prem but not that premmie at all. He done fairly well in the NICU, 1 month isn’t that long either. He is now a robust little cheeky bugger, and though he has his *issues* he is generally a normal almost 1 year old little boy.
So why am i so sad!!! Shouldn’t i be thankful for the precious miracle we have, i should and i am but it is still not the easiest thing to deal with.
Anyway, this is my post from 1 year ago. Well it is actually a diary entry but hey still counts!
Appointment went ok today, all is good in the BP area, hr was fine too. Have to have more bloods done tomorrow at my scan, oh the joys! Although, things weren’t as great as they could have been. One of my results came back pretty high compared to last time. It has remained stable, even dropping a little bit in all my previous tests but my last one from the 4th has gone up from 6.2 to 9.2, which basically means the quantity of the antibodies has got bigger. Not good at all, am really worried about tomorrows scan. Didn’t get much sleep last night and I am sure I wont get much tonight.
To think my normal happy Monday appointment turned into this